Diario de Mascarenhas

 I used to be happy. I used to enjoy life and find beauty and wonder. I used to look forward to things and experiences. I find myself different these days. I could not enjoy the same things I used to. There is a gloom which I cannot shake. I miss how I was before. Knowing that there are challenges in life, yet willing to take the bull by the horns.  Something is missing in me. Have I lost the fascination I have for life? Doldrums, bleak and desolate. 

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 Why is it when we thought that all are settling down, we get more issues in our lives? This time, we are not getting the payment yet of our rent, aside from the additional expenses cropping up. We try to be positive but the trials just keep coming. You wonder sometimes why life is doing this to you. Why are we suffering? Why are we getting all these issues? When is it going to end? Will it only end when life is gone? May we have the strength and fortitude to withstand all our problems. I know everyone has his or her own troubles. The weak and the strong, young or old, we all have them. Do we have it us to strive on and fight, no matter what? Time will tell.