Missing my old self

 I used to be happy. I used to enjoy life and find beauty and wonder. I used to look forward to things and experiences.

I find myself different these days. I could not enjoy the same things I used to. There is a gloom which I cannot shake.

I miss how I was before. Knowing that there are challenges in life, yet willing to take the bull by the horns. 

Something is missing in me. Have I lost the fascination I have for life?

Doldrums, bleak and desolate. 


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